As I am at the computer I just started to reflect upon my life. I have made so many mistakes until it is not funny. Through all my mistakes God has chosen to use them for his glory through me. While I was in the midst of the crazy times, I thought that my word was coming to an end. But God saw fit to bring me through. I stand in awe.

Truth be told, I have done a terrible job at honoring God. He has been so awesome to me while I have defiled his love and respect. he has given me so many avenues and chances but I have failed him at every turn. Then I read Romans 8:28 that says that it all works for my good in the end. This is a remarkable thing because I know for sure in that if it was based upon my own works I would not deserve his love. But thanks be to God for sending his son Jesus to die on the cross for my sins.

I write this as a reflection of repentance before God. Not as any surprise but as a ode of appreciation. For the last five years I have failed to reach the lost and start the purpose that you placed in my heart. I have made all kinds of excuses to why I can’t complete the task. I have been influenced at times by something others than your word, Father. I repent before you and ask that you place a high level of accountability before me. My life is nothing and useless without you. I have not shared the gospel with consistency but have chosen to be puffed up with knowledge. I have not loved those you have placed in my life like you have instructed. This day father I repent ask for your divine help and guidance. I can’t make it without your love. I just can’t make it without your love. Simple and plain I just can’t make it without your love. Everyone else may leave but will you please stay……